Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah
Good night
uncle. How’s the preparation, everything going good? Hope so. It was suuuuperb
to hear you for the first time in january (i remember when you guys told me the
secret) to ask mbah kung and mbah putri for an Umra, it’s suuuper cool. I wish
someday can go there with mom-dad, and future wife too.
Uncle, i really
really ask you to do me a favor. Can you please carry my pray to Allah in front
of Ka’bah when you get there? My one and only one ultimate pray, right now: to
propose then marry her as soon as possible. I am pretty sure of this plan, i really want
it. To complete my half (religion), al-Islam. To walk away from sins
that are soooooo easy to do it. To keep my sight, and the most important thing
is to get HIS ridla. I have a plan,
and it’s not a blind ambition, trust me. I am a good-healthy young man and really want
to achieve my vision and mission as soon as possible. I call it: “Project Good
Life” really want to do it a.s.a.p., because of Allah, LILLAH...
You know that i
already had a job, insyaAllah it’s a good career for a living. It’s all
Alhamdulillah going good, i keep half of my income for a future saving.
Last week i take
Dita home to meet my parents. Mom said that she’s really good, she loves her, mom fully
gave her permission for me to be with her. I pick Dita up in her uncle’s
house at Bojonegoro, after attending seminar at Aston hotel. Her uncle was
a doctor, in Aisyah hospital, Bojonegoro, named dr. Irianto. His
wife, aunt Ina was a teacher at smp Kalitidu. I am real sure that Dita is
from a good big family (Dita’s father is a retired marine Purnawirawan). The problem
is here and you know that really well: my father still stuck with his
own tiny mind. Don’t know what he really want. Bude-bude from bapak’s family was
already calm their mind and think that it’s okay, it’s good. Pakde Tri, bude
Tik, mbah kung and mbah Putri i see they’re thinking good too. But bapak, he is
still just like that. Hope Allah would softening his heart.
Uncle i want to
tell you this: i really want to propose then marry Dita immidiately as soon as
super possible. Her islam, her brain, beauty on her face, i really love it. She’s
really kind of girl i dreamed of and ask to Allah. She always push me to
be more aware about the importance of study islam and i think its good for me, thanks to her i now getting on my better shape.
The plan is to marry (InsyaAllah Dita) as soon
as possible. Because of her contracts, we will only meet on weekend at
surabaya and or Sidoarjo. We will rent a small house there. When she is in long
holiday (she’s a teacher), it will be her come home to Bojonegoro. Even we can’t
live in the same home right after the marriege, i think it’s a good plan
because on my istikharah come this idea. It’s good chance for me to go back
Surabaya on weekend. There’s a reason to stay, you know what? I want to continue
my study. I already search and gather all the information i need about
university which is serve pascasarjana study on weekend. There are Unair (it’d
be lovely to study there), Untag, perbanas and any other campuss. Imagines that
i could do that in the same time makes me shiver and anthusias. I am onto it
uncle, this plan was gold and i need to take this shot! Of course it’s all depend on Allah, man propose Allah dispose. But
i ask HIM the almighty god to give me power for struggling, it’s worth fighting
for. Bismillah..
Now i really
on my hardest battle to convince my father that this is (the plan) is
god for me. Dad always want me to be a “normal” man, work, live, take all easy,
never out of comfort zone, live a natural life, what then, a die? Where’s the fun in that, huh? No i don’t,
and i won’t! Mom already gave her permission, and she really loves Dita.
Uga too, she loves her. Bude-pakde from dad’s family give their suport for me. Bude
tik and pakde Tri, mba dian, mas Wahyuuuu (really want me to immediately
propose her), mbah putri and mbah kung too, and now i ask you to
pleaseeeeeee carry my pray to Allah there...
“I don’t really want to become normal, average, standard. I want merely
gain in strenght, in the courage to live out my life more fully, enjoy more,
experience more...”
-
Anais Nin (teacher, writer, traveler)
The time is good. It’s all set for her
good family in halal bi halal silaturrahim Idul Fitri, bacause it’s her family’s
turn to held the gathering. I wish i can go there too at the same time, with my
big good family to propose her to her parents.
Wuoooo such a long text i wrote, sorry to
interrupt your time for reading this. I have to make this “Project Good Life”
work as soon as possible. I already calculate all the risk, know all the
consequences, it’s time for a realllllllllll fight. Struggle struggleeeeee,
i was made for this. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Allahuakbarrrrrrrrrrrr...
Thank you for reading this, i actually don’t
know who to tell the story. Thankyou so damn much om, warmest salam to bulik,
mbah putri dan mbah kung. Hope the journey going good, and get suuuuper close
to Allah. And go back home safely, family are waiting. Bismillahrrahmanirrahim,
Allahuakbarrrrrrrrrrr...
Wassalamualaikum warahmatullah
(Sent via whatsapp on may, (the) 18th 2017 at 23:17)
